I tried to keep my balance with my hands open and walked in the city. I didn’t walk slowly, and I was not afraid at all. Soon I reached the end of the beam. Both hands felt the sunshine. Everyone was attached to the wall and bathed in the sunshine. The sunshine deviated little by little and I couldn’t reach it. Then I turned around and wanted to walk back along this 30-cm-wide beam.
Looking back, I saw Shengmei kneeling on the windowsill.
She knelt there and put her hands together into fists and put them on her face. Her eyes were wide open and her hair was messed up by hot air. Her face was as white as a piece of paper.
I don’t know when she is now, but she has been biting her lips without making a sound.
The wind is strong, and my clothes are floating to the left, and I can’t cover my stomach.
I looked into her eyes and walked towards her step by step.
People will walk like a duck in such a wind.
I hobbled back, grabbed the windowsill and pushed the wall with both hands. It took me a lot of effort to climb in, sitting on the windowsill with my legs spread evenly and looking at her with my back against the wall.
She immediately pulled the window tightly, swept the beer can to the ground and hugged me hard. She hugged my head and put my head on her chest.
She tried as hard as if to shove me into her body.
I can hear her heart beating violently, like a fast-paced drum.
After a while, maybe five minutes, maybe ten minutes, she burst into tears.
Cry so much that the sound is out of tune
She knelt on my thighs and knees against my lower abdomen, which was very stressful and suffocating.
Mr. Fish, it’s my fault. It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have driven you away. I shouldn’t have been angry all the time. Please forgive me. Please forgive me.
She sobbed and said that Mr. Xiaoyu can’t do such a thing. You can’t leave me just now.
I tried my best to breathe my nose dew from her arms for several times before coughing to answer that I wanted to touch the sunshine. A little sunshine is enough.
She held my head in her hands and stared at me, sobbing, saying that I won’t abandon you from now on. I can’t blame Mr. Xiaoyu for those things. I don’t blame you, Mr. Xiaoyu. Although you are such a person, I don’t want to live at all when I think of you floating like a leaf in the wind. I’m so sad that I’m so sad. She cried again as she spoke.
I patted her on the back, miss Shengmei. You really misunderstood. I just wanted to touch the sunshine. I’m sorry to worry you.
I don’t care, no matter what, every time you leave my sight, something bad will happen, Mr. Fish. Don’t you have any responsibility?
She picked up my collar, wiped her tears and then wiped her nose.
I was startled.
Although it is sacred, it is as sacred as a fairy, but take my clothes to wipe my nose.
And a few centimeters away from me, I can count how many eyelashes she has. It’s really frustrating to see such a thing under such circumstances.
She gradually calmed down to reflect, Mr. Fish. What you just did seriously lost the dignity of a man. Mr. Fish belongs to me. It’s not good for me to do things for myself. Now promise me that you will never do similar things again.
I can answer well, I promise I won’t do anything that harms the dignity of men.
She bit her lip and looked at me. People like Mr. Fish are always absent-minded. Almost everything makes people disappointed and discouraged. It’s really the only person in the world who has no advantages. She approached my face and smelled it, and then she said in a fierce voice that you should never drink without my permission after drinking so much.
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What I said before was because I was still awake, so I said you should forget it at once.
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When the street lights came on in the distance, I asked her, Miss Shengmei, I’m going to cook, but there seems to be nothing in the refrigerator. Can I fry udon noodles for you?
She said not to cook yet, but she’s not very hungry. Let’s go to the room.
I’m confused about what to do in my room. I took a box of milk from the refrigerator and she asked me if I would return it.
I said it’s time to go shopping for the last box of days.
It’s not windy, but it’s still hot. My clothes are ringing, and my shirt collar is hitting my face and feet. Cars the size of matchboxes are shuttling through the street.
